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| Ok it's official I'm spoiled I won't tell you why because it will
just make you sick, but just know my parents take care of me.
So I went to Austin this weekend and spent most of the time with my
family. It's ok I love them so family time is no big deal.
I took Billy with me and he met the fam. It was great, we really
had a good time. We went to all the Austin things to do. It
was rainy for a good chunk. We had fun so it was all worth it.
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| Well how has everything been going with
me? I'm great, but I have some hard decisions to come.
I told my mom last night that, "well, you know it may be hard but that's
what comes when you make big decisions." Good motto, I feel great
about my future.
Don't freak out I’m not getting married or anything like that. I'm just
making adult decisions about my life and I think I'm doing a damn good
job.
I may or may not have a job after June, and I may or may not have my parent's
help with School. I've figured out a plan to pay my own way so hurray for
me!
Things are going well with Billy; it's funny because he really is a great
guy. I try to think about what I don't like about him. I haven't
come up with something yet. And you know our relationship is not all sun
shine and happiness. We've had a few talks about things. It’s none
of your business what they are, but stuff. It's been awkward a few times
and we've had to think about how our relationship is going. But we always
come out good. When I'm not with him I think about how our relationship
has already made me a better person. I have realized so many things about
myself and how crazy and selfish I am. It's not in a bad way either, we
don't have fights about it or even discussions about how I am selfish and he
was hurt, but he is just himself and I see myself clearer. He stretches
me personally and I pray more. We've even talked about starting a Bible
study together. (I mean come on can you get more churchy than that)
Ok this is serious now, get this. He handles his money well, he's got a
handle on budgeting and all that jazz, so I asked him to help me start budgeting
and get all that worked out. That's a huge step for me. I can't
even ask my parents to help me, last semester, even this winter I couldn't even
read a book on money my parents wanted me to. And here I am asking Billy
to help me with my finances. You guys don't know but that's a BIG DEAL.
Basically he is encouraging and always supportive. He always tells me I'm
great and beautiful and when I don't respond like I believe him he gets on to
me in a loving way and convinces me I am. He listens to everything I say
and when I disagree with him and he knows I'm right he'll back down and say,
"hu, yeah I never thought about it like that," or something
similar. I don't feel weird telling him anything. He is always
patient with me and kind. I always feel like I can be open and vulnerable
with him and he is with me.
He calls me in the morning to get me up, even on the days he doesn't go to work
and he can sleep all day. He always pays for everything; he even puts gas
in my car when we can't take his. Now that is a total difference from
Patrick. He holds my door open and all those gentlemanly things. He
even prays over every meal. We went to church together this Sunday and it
was great.
I like his life story, just about where he's come from and how he got
here. I like his family and he likes mine. He has such a good
support group of family members around him that he will always be taken care
of. He loves his little brother!!! He is the greatest older brother
and older cousin. It’s awesome to see him interact with his younger
brothers.
I like how when we walk around campus most people say hi to him and it's like
everyone knows him. He is friendly and nice to people. We were
walking in one of the buildings and Dr. Holsteen, his Soteriology prof, stopped
and talked to him and said he was the greatest guy. I was
impressed.
I think the thing I like about him most is that he is himself. He is
comfortable with who he is and he is just himself but he is not militant about
it. He knows he is not perfect and wants to change. Just a stink'n
good guy
Wow that turned out to be a really long WHY I LIKE BILLY post. Well I guess people need to know.
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| I have been having some great days lately. It's a little unfair
to say because yesterday's weather was great, but I'll take what I can
get.
Today I have a Midterm in Abnormal Psychology
but then I'm out for the day. I told Billy I would plan a date
tomorrow and the weather might not work out for what I want to
do. Other than planning a date I want to take a long nap and
clean my room. I have a paper to write but it shouldn't be too
hard. Today should be a good day for me.
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| Because of school and whatnot I had valentines day yesterday and I just have to say it was the best valentines day ever.
Let me go through what we did:
First we went bowling
Then to Sushi
Then to Starbucks where talked about God and philosophy
Then to The Magnolia where we saw Broke Back Mountain
It was freak'n awesome. I had a great time. Billy also
bought me a dozen roses and some chocolate, as well as Zoolander
and The Wedding Singer. He is awesome.
And i did all that and got some homework done as well. Great day.
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| - Sleeping In
I am happy.
I start school today.
I need to cut my hair.
I need to get more sleep.
I got to work on time.
I had pizza for breakfast.
I'm excited about this semester.
I think the Postal Service makes me happy.
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